Life.........................

Yesterday someone called me a cribber, it hit me very hard.

Am I a cribber? i tried finding the answer but it evaded me somehow.., just a year back I was this happy go lucky guy who cared about almost nothing ( sometimes grades i guess:-)).

So what is turning me into this crying baby, something external or I was always like that? May be people around me can give a honest answer.But I also realise something is missing. I have definitely become more complaining. I don't get happy at things which sometime back used to make me happy, Most of the time I am lost in some thoughts of mine, making castles in air which get scattered by even the sound of the dropping pin. More and more I try to run away from the truth staring at me, and feel comfortable hiding myself in some dreamworld. But how long can this go like this..i have to sort things out but don't feel the courage to do so.

Their are too many questions and too few answers, too many destinations and few roads , too much pessimism ..............for now.